I'm really happy for you Christina, because you are the sort of person who deserves to know what real inner happiness is like and it's about finding more of the person you always have been, which you are doing.
I want you to start to appreciate exactly who you are and what it can mean, now that you know more about yourself as a person as I think you are someone who has always had the ability to make your body look as good as your face.
You're a beautiful person with a heart to match Christina and I feel so elated for you, because you've come so far from that confused person crying in the shower, to the person you are now; coming from a nadir state to a zenith state and this is not just about your long term future, but about proving those negative people you've come across in your life wrong and this is something to be truly proud of, that finally you can find a way to give yourself more human value and worth.
I can feel in some small way how you feel, because you have never ever emoted from anywhere else but the heart and I have always appreciated how it must have been difficult for you at times, to have wondered why you couldn't make things better and couldn't make the right things for you, become an entrenched part of your life, as opposed to attitudes and actions that yo-yo'd and didn't remain consistent.
Now I think you finally get so much of what it means and takes, to consistently achieve the moments that lead up to the end goal and I think you are finally maturing your attitude to your life, in the way(s) that seemingly looked difficult to do in the past.
I am sending you a
BIG HUG misses and I am
VERY PROUD OF YOU, because I have never stopped believing that one day you would start to get what you deserve, by being able to work out how to get it and how to stay the distance.
WELL DONE Christina, truly
WELL DONE. You are a pretty amazing young Lady who is becoming more amazing and more beautiful by the day and I hope you feel more beautiful inside yourself these days, because people like you who have what it takes to be so, deserve to feel that way.
So keep sticking at it and don't stop caring about yourself 100%, because this is just part of hopefully a very long road in life, where you experience the feelings you are able to give to others and I hope you will one day soon, be able to use your sometimes frustrating past and your current and future achievements, as a way to teach and educate others, because that's something that could give your life even more meaning.
You WILL make your hopes and dreams come true and you WILL succeed, because you DO have what it takes and you ARE capable and my 10,000% belief will continue to be yours for as long as you want it, so chin up, keep smiling that incredibly touching smile and most importantly, KEEP BELIEVING in yourself, because you ARE worth so much and you are capable of becoming a really special person to this world and I don't ever want you to forget that which you are and CAN become okay
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We are are pushing and pulling for you sweetheart and we are all truly proud of you
GOOD LUCK and best wishes
