I'm sending you a BIG HUG
, because you kepe givign me reasons to be proud of you.
Nearly every time you have a knock back with this, you do things like you said you did. You prove somethign to yourself and you do something positive and life enhancing for yourself.
Those are reasons why I belive in you and will continue to support and encourage you. You have in some ways a beautiful vulnerability, but also a lot of hidden strength, which you found some of in the last 24 hours.
In the last 24 hours, you grew and blossomed more as a person. You realised more about what being you can actually mean and what it can be worth and what you can become as a person.
This 24 hours was probably one of the best periods of your life.
So celebrate what you did, be proud of it, learn from it and look on it as a great moment in your journey. You ARE strong, you ARE capable and you WILL be something far more, than anybody that ever hurt you or made you feel like crap.
You will be BEAUTIFUL and SPECIAL and VALUABLE, but most of all you will be YOU and it will mean a heck of a lot, for the rest of your life misses
This is where you start getting your rewards in life. GOOD LUCK. You are AMAZING!!!!