It's been a long time since you've been here, but I'm happy for you about what's been going on. I'm also proud of you for not giving up on yourself or the "you and him" thing with the bf.
You have always had what it takes to make your goals reality, but you needed to find that belief and fully embrace it and let the process take hold of you. I think sometimes you may have let negative people and things get in the way of that and needlessly as well, as some negatives can crimp a persons plans, but others are avoidable or can be worked around.
The bottom line is, you're now in a more balanced life state and this should help you to better further your original health wants. I did think about you sometimes when you weren't here, because I always hoped you'd come back and not do what has happened before, which is shy away from people like us who care about you, to live in a situation, where you were allowing yourself to be trapped in some kind of negative fug for a few weeks, not wanting people to see what was up with you or feeling embarrrassed or ashamed of yourself for some reason.
I hope now you have the emotional and life platform to find more self expression and connectivity with others, because the more you project yourself towards others that are willing to receive, the more they can project thesmevles back to you, in a way that's good to receive.
This site will never go away anytime soon and neither will we. You're a true sweetheart Chrstina with a lovely heart when you really open yourslef up to others and I've long wished for such a heart to be rewarded by life and now it seems you are getting that.
I'm sending you a BIG PAT ON THE BACK
and lots of good wishes and I hope that this time, you're back for good, because you belong here, getting the extra support a site like this can give you and because there's only one you and we don't want the person you are inside to change, because you're just fine the way you are.#
GOOD LUCK for the future and keep on believing okay, because you have always will be WORTH IT!!!