nice to see you around Jena! Next quarter will be a good time to start going every day to the gym But really it will be getting warm out too so maybe just exercising outside will be fun too! Congratulations on the grade point average, that's awesome! Good for you!
Glad you didn't gain too much weight either the last couple of weeks.
Tough decision on the school issue. Ireland sounds really pretty and fun to try. Totally your decision though with what you want to do with your life. My sister and brother were both exchange students when i was a teenager. It bugs me so much now that i didn't go visit both of them. My sister traveled europe and lived in england and my brother in New Zealand. I say go for it if it's something you want to do, but really your the only one that can decide that. Good luck in your decision making!!
You can call me Becky. I use both names. People that don't know me very well mostly call me Rebekah.
I've gone to a therapist before and I felt the same way you did, uncomfortable. I hated it actually. I think if you can find the right one, it can be a great thing though.
Glad to see you back.
Becky it is, then. c:
The gym here is amazing, it's a almost brand new place and it's got so much. It's so cool. Lol. I don't know if 'll be able to work out every single day since the courses I have this quarter are supposed to be pretty challenging and time consuming. But I'm hoping that it'll work. Also, I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with my shower schedule... I have to work out in the evenings since my classes are so early, but I hate showering at night since it makes me hair do weird things. So I'm trying to sort out life in that aspect.
As far as weight goes, I'm not sure if I gained any at all. When I go to the gym next I'll be able to tell you.
I've always loved Ireland, it's a gorgeous country with an amazing history and culture, and the people there are really nice and the guys (from my experience) are super attractive and super sweet. And the school would be perfect and everything would be amazing if I could go over there. I wanted to do study abroad in Ireland, however, there are no study abroad programs to Ireland that teach Art classes. So it would be counterproductive for me to go on one of those programs. Thanks for the well wishes on my decision. I've got at least another few months to decide before applications are accepted again.
I don't normally feel uncomfortable with my therapist, because generally I've never had one that has focused on certain things I don't like to talk about (e.g. My body and my sexuality) And I tend to just shut up when she goes there. I refuse to tell her the truth about either of those topics, too. I imagine it's highly counterproductive, but I was raised in a family that you don't talk about those things and I never have been comfortable even thinking about them let alone talking about them. *shrug* Oh well
It's good to be back. c:
Boss Man wrote:
Jena, you don't need to apologise for anything at all misses. Whatever you say is whatever you feel you want to say, so don't ever apologise to us for trying to be yourself
The main things are you're continuing to persevere with certain things and trying to make them work. I am proud of you for this and you should be proud of yourself too.
I hope everything works out for you. Don't stop trying and don't stop believing in yourself or the things you are trying to do, because they CAN work out.
Good luck, keep smiling and most importantly keep letting your heart grow, because when you let it shine, you are at your most beautiful
No offense, Boss, but you sound like my therapist. xD She's always telling me not to apologise for how I feel, but it's kinda programmed into me. I do my best to avoid steeping on any toes, so I'm a compulsive apologiser. Thanks again, as always for caring about and believing in me. I appreciate it a lot. c: *huuuuuuggggg*