I can appreciate your concerns Jena and obviously a male Doctor touching you might seem a bit uncomfortable, especially if perhaps you have a father, that in the past was not necessarily so open regards physical gestures, as some Fathers could be and so therefore you'd not be used to physical contact with men.
So you're not being abnormal, as your attitude towards Doctors is understandable and not many people like admitting they have some kind of physical problem, that needs sorting and do make excuses not to go.
In your case, you CAN be brave and you CAN do this, because it's what you need, the same with the therapist, so you can get a bit more insight into your physical, mental and emotional states and slowly but surely try to overcome the obstacles you're facing.
This is nothing to worry about, as most professionals are just that, professional and I'm sure you'll be fine.
So don't look for excuses to not go, because you'll just let yourself down and potentially hinder any relevant outcomes relating to it.
GOOD LUCK and no worries okay.
You CAN get through this, becasue you ARE capable.