Boss Man wrote:More holes eh? Well don't take the piercings out, or everytime you drink water you'll turn into a human sprinkler
musculArgirl2 wrote:Glad you had a wonderful time. Nice to see you around here too!
musculArgirl2 wrote:You sound so happy! and i'm happy for you. How did you meet your boyfriend if he lives in scotland? Nice that is trying to help motivate you for weight loss!
musculArgirl2 wrote:I hope so too!! Sounds like you are having a pretty nice summer! You deserve these happy things to happen Jena. Yay!!
Boss Man wrote:He is better off helping you. Saying he'd love you no matter what you look like is great, but that could be construed by some, as an attitude that encourages the individual, not to bother changing their unsatisfactory body, because someone is doing things to make them more comfortable with it, but as you have expressed a desire to change, his helping you will make things a little better and easier and it's good to know that things with you are getting so much more emotionally calm and you are finding more of the feelings and sensations in life you have always deserved to have.
You are someone that has a great beauty inside, that at times does find it's way to the surface, finds the light beyond the dark and shines and he is lucky to be with you, but also intelligent enough to see that in you, like I always have, because I always knew even when you came here and seemd to act erratically and looked at times like you were being bitchy, I knew it wasn't like that and that you were just someone with partially damaged and muddled up emotions and thoughts, as a result of a very challenging upbringing.
So the fact he can recognise, that amongst all that chaos, confusion and maelstron of emotions, exists the beautiful light within that I mentioned, makes him an intelligent guy, so your mind his intellect and sense will be a very good match I feel and I wish you well with this I really do, becasue I have longed for you to find more of the happiness in life, after so much difficulty, heart-ache, pain and darkness in your life.
I believed you deserved more, could achieve more, have more and be moe than you were at times willing to accept and now it seems it's coming good for you.
I'm sending you a BIG HUG and I want you to know I am still as proud of you as I always have been, becasue you have never given up on yourself and it didn't take his knowledge and background to somehow rekindle lost physiological ambitions in you, you never lost those; hence why you effectively told him, that regardless of how much he loves your current look, you don't want it and have never stopped wanting to look and feel so much better.
Whatever happens, I will stilll be around for you and that won't change unless you express it and wish it so, because I will always care about you as a human being and that won't stop until you wish it so, or the decision is taken out of my hands so to speak.
Keep smiling, keep pushing, chin up and keep believing Jena. You're such a wonderful, fantastic and terrific young Lady, when you let your light shine and the sunshine break through the darkness and you deserve so much from this world, because you've had to pay way too many emotional dues in life, to get here now and now is the time when the world should pay back with interest, even though that's not how life works when it should, but I hope life gives back so much more than it's taken thus far, because you ARE worth it so much and you are worth and deserve to know and feel, all the greatest and finest emotions humans can create.
Best wishes and don't hesitate to PM me anytime, if you need anything okay, as I will always try, within reason, to be here for like I always have done .
Athene wrote:Nice to see you on the forums again! Awesome love story.
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