Hi all, I just wanted to drop by for a quick update.
Thanks Bossman, I’m trying not to think too much because I have other things to talk about.
Hey Becky, I’m not depress or anything. I am bum out at times and very stress out. You know wedding suppose to be stressful but fun…. Right now I’m dreading to go on because… sigh… let’s just say… because a lot of things! I’m happy one day then down the next… I’m keeping things positive and move forward.
Thanks Lu… I will keep the words of wisdom in mind at all time! Sorry about my little journal of food & venting.. .LOL. Yes, I deleted some stuff just because I wrote it when I was pissed or bothered by it but when I cool down… It’s best if I take it down because this is a public site & it might haunt me one of these days! LOL 04.03.12
6:30 – Coffee, banana
9:30 – Coffee, crackers x 10, hard boiled eggs x 2
12:00 – Chicken noodle soup – Light, banana
2:30 – Meal replacement
6:00 – TBA
It’s very crazy and I haven’t had much time to myself or any sleep. Sometimes, I feel tired and just crash but I wake up in the middle of the night and just sit/lay there doing nothing… I tried to workout but didn’t feel like it.
The last couple of weeks I had my birthday, bachelorette party and engagement pictures done. I’ll post up some pictures later. My mom said I had a big face and I should have done my hair differently. She also said my arms are big. I should have got another dress or a sweater taking pictures… Nothing will ever pleases her. I’m bothered but I already expected that from her so it kind of bothered me less. I have other things to worry about and my mom’s criticism plays a small part!
I’m not working out today because I’m super duper sore from yesterday’s workout. My diet was not bad but not as strict… I didn’t gain but didn’t lose… I think? I haven’t checked the scale yet… I haven’t had a chance to get a new one yet. However, I still workout as much as I can. Sometimes I only do 15-20mins and I only do 25-30mins of weights. I don't have much time but I do try to add them in. It keeps me sane sometimes! I stll watch what I eat but I need energy so I eat more than usual...
Ok, I’ll drop by again…