Jena's Journal.

[Boss Man]

Fixed or "upto" Percentage deals. (I'm not entirely sure what you're talking about)

(I mean things that say 50% offall items in store, or up to 50% off all items in store, which in the latter case means fluctuating discounts and some things will not carry the same discounts as others. Hopefully that clears things up more .)


Bargain bin (For food?????)

(If that is possible yes. Loss leader deals don't have to mean the skanky rubbish they need to sell desperately.)

Managers special (Never seen one)

Blue cross or red sticker (These either)

(Perhaps they are not common in your area or maybe even an american method of selling things)

[MissJenaKay]

I'm sick. Boooooo. :c

[Nokie173]

Drink lost of water... Keep yourself Hydrated!
I like to have oranges or 100% pure orange juice for Vitamin C.
Get better soon

[MissJenaKay]

Yesterday was tough, today is too. I worked all day yesterday. Go up at 4:30 worked from 6- 2:30 at one job and 3-5 at another, had two meetings to go to, a meal to cook and i didn't even get back to my apartment until 10pm. Crashed around 11 or 12... Got up this morning at 9 to go to two more meetings. :/ Now, I'm headed out for errands. I feel like I won't get a second of rest this weekend because once I get home from errands, I'm being kidnapped by som efriends, then I have a TON of homework to do this weekend and I'm thinking I'll probably get called into work on Sunday evening to help with RAD. Good golly, my new job is a full day workout. Especially when you are lifting, cutting open, sorting, and moving boxes and merchandise and racks and displays for 8 hours. Typed this message while riding the train downtown, this is my most "free" moment today.

[musculArgirl2]

are you having enough time to study with all this stuff going on?? It sounds like your staying real busy!!

[MissJenaKay]

Time to study? Yes, time to do anything but study or work? No. Lol.

[MissJenaKay]

My Valenine's Day is/was absolutely horrid. Work sucked and put me in a bad mood, then I was an idiot and spent money, then I tutored, not bad, but then I came home and did some homework and went grocery shopping which has made me come to the conclusion that eating is outside of my budget right now and I will not grocery shop again before March 20th or so, I then watched tv and almost bawle at everything on tv because it made me so emotional and depressed and then I went to he gym and discovered I have gained back almost all if not ALL the weight tha worked so hard to lose. I'm about ready the say forget this. I'm so unhappy and stressed out and I don't have time to be making myself miserable over feeling guilty about what I eat and getting pissed at myself ecause I've gaine weight. Unless I can find some sort of plan very soon that will make me see GOOD results, I'm going to give up because this is so much more heartache / headache / walletache than it's worth for the lack of results / backracking I'm doing. I hate eveything and everyone right now. Fuck it all. Goodnight.

[musculArgirl2]

My Valenine's Day is/was absolutely horrid. Work sucked and put me in a bad mood, then I was an idiot and spent money, then I tutored, not bad, but then I came home and did some homework and went grocery shopping which has made me come to the conclusion that eating is outside of my budget right now and I will not grocery shop again before March 20th or so, I then watched tv and almost bawle at everything on tv because it made me so emotional and depressed and then I went to he gym and discovered I have gained back almost all if not ALL the weight tha worked so hard to lose. I'm about ready the say forget this. I'm so unhappy and stressed out and I don't have time to be making myself miserable over feeling guilty about what I eat and getting pissed at myself ecause I've gaine weight. Unless I can find some sort of plan very soon that will make me see GOOD results, I'm going to give up because this is so much more heartache / headache / walletache than it's worth for the lack of results / backracking I'm doing. I hate eveything and everyone right now. Fuck it all. Goodnight.

Boss is better at giving you advice than me jena. But i hope you got over your crappy valentine's day and are feeling better and more hopeful you wrote this at night and i don't know about you but i can get really negative late at night and i always feel more positive when daylight comes. Hope it's the same.

[Boss Man]

You may already know my feelings if you are reading this, but I will keep it simple right now and say you ARE worth it, so don't give up. The future is yours to make or to lose and you DO have the power to make your future happen.

Keep believing and stay beautiful okay .

[MissJenaKay]

Boss is better at giving you advice than me jena. But i hope you got over your crappy valentine's day and are feeling better and more hopeful you wrote this at night and i don't know about you but i can get really negative late at night and i always feel more positive when daylight comes. Hope it's the same.

Thanks for the well wishes, Becky. I don't really feel better, It's just more of a dulled feeling I guess.

You may already know my feelings if you are reading this, but I will keep it simple right now and say you ARE worth it, so don't give up. The future is yours to make or to lose and you DO have the power to make your future happen.

Keep believing and stay beautiful okay .

Thanks, Boss.




Well, today and yesterday I went to the gym and played some racquetball (I also ellipticalled the first night I went) which is pretty fun even though I've got a nasty blood blister on my left hand from it and very sore forearm muscles that make it hurt to write or type which is a very large problem for a student.

[MissJenaKay]

I didn't ea terribly this weekend (probably undeate though) and I worked out Thursday, friday, and Saturday. I would have worked out today but I worked last night and this morning and didn't even up having a chance to go to the gym after seeing a movie this afternoon because I hadn't done anything fun all weekend. I spent a lot of money this weekend though. :c So no spending any more money until after finals. I need to work as much as possible and spend nothing or next to nothing.

[musculArgirl2]

I didn't ea terribly this weekend (probably undeate though) and I worked out Thursday, friday, and Saturday. I would have worked out today but I worked last night and this morning and didn't even up having a chance to go to the gym after seeing a movie this afternoon because I hadn't done anything fun all weekend. I spent a lot of money this weekend though. :c So no spending any more money until after finals. I need to work as much as possible and spend nothing or next to nothing.

Good job on working out!! Good luck on the no spending I know that is hard to do.

[MissJenaKay]

So beyond stressed and freaked out. I have gotten maybe 4 hours of sleep each night for he past week. I feel like I'm going to collapse. My muscles are all sore from work, I've got a pretty chroniv headache, I've missed a cycle from the stress and I really want time for me. I bought myself some junk food to eat in moderation to prove to myself that I have the will power to make it last and not wreck my hard work with it. Also, dyed my hair backk to brown tonight, it didn't cover the red one hundred percent, so it's kind of a raspberry chocolate colour (or at least it looks hat way wet. I have not seen it dry yett) I hope it looks fine and will grow out without a weird line. Don't know my weight, my diet has been pretty sparse, don't know howvmy body is doing...

[musculArgirl2]

I don't know Jena, I feel for you! College shouldn't be about working your butt off and studying on top of it you know?? Can you maybe take a loan out this spring to use towards your trip to europe or postpone it till when you graduate?? I'm just going to be honest with you here on my feelings. No offense intended, but i'm a very cheap person and i think your school is too expensive i don't care how good of a school it is. There are a lot of universititys that are public that are good schools. And with your grades you probably could get some good scholarships and financial aid as well. I know that this is probably a little too late in the ball game to say though. And the truth is i have been out of college for a while so what i know is from quite a few years ago.

And i know this year you are developing good friendships and fitting in more now and having less problems than last year. That's my honest opinion though. My sister and brother both had a lot of college loans and it took them FOREVER to pay them off. My sister is still paying actually and it's not a small amount, it's a decent chunk of change. And the thing is you can't go bankrupt with college loans you have to pay them off unlike credit cards.

But i know you know all this. And you probably had your heart set on going to this school and everything.

I just feel bad that your struggling so much. And i do have to admit spending time this summer in europe sounds like a blast!!! I wish a lot that i had done that when i was in school!! Are you still thinking of going abroad for a year?? Maybe instead of saving up for the summer and going abroad you should just wait and go abroad while going to school for a year in england or whereever. I know it would disappoiting to not go this summer but you could probably start in the fall anyways abroad. I know you mentioned it but i don't know whatever came of that.

I'm sure you have your reasons for wanting to go there. I don't mean to be negative about it. I know it's a good school and it's your life so if they have a great program in animation and you want to be there and that is your dream than i say go for it!!!

The good news is were getting closer to the end of the school year so it's just for this semester that you will have a hard time hopefully while saving for your trip. Hugs!

[MissJenaKay]

I've been up and busy for 20 hours now. I'm exhausted.

Becky: I will read through your response sometime eventually when I have some free time in my life.