I admire you a lot for talking about that. I often find that words like that do emote very well, past situations and scenarios, tinged with tragedy and heartache, but at the same time, the words carry a beauty and a truthful honesty, that deserves to be respected a lot.
You do have a right to be very proud of what you posted. You may not consider it so, but many wouldn't be able to do it, whereas you do and for that you deserve much credit
I have appreciated what you have posted so far towards others and I do hope you will stick around, because someone with your emotional qualities and ability to touch others, is someone well worth embracing and supporting, within an open minded community like ours.
I wish you a lot of luck in your future and thank you for your time and words and I hope you will continue to be part of what we do here